Note, I have not touched the console commands in any way shape or form. This is happening right out of the box, I only started the game. So my problem is, I can't see my weapons. Now I may be crazy, but I remember seeing the crowbar in my hands in Half Life for the PS2. All I see is nothing when holding the crowbar, and just the croshair when I use my gun. I haven't gotten much farther than my first gun, because, well, I like seeing my weapons.